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I'm Sam, and my blog. My blog is mostly about Hunger Games and anything related, like Josh Hutcherson and Jennifer Lawrence. Also, I post lots about my awesome Daughter and life as a mommy. And just other random things. Enjoy!


So Shellas school is at the local gymnastics and there they have a big play area.

So today we are here at the play place cause john is working the book fair.

This family that is here is getting ready to leave and pulls out a huge tub of blue hair gel. Like pretty big.

Who carries that around. Its like small Costco size. Its impressive really.

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1. I like my feet being tickled and rubbed.

2. I’m way more nervous about this pregnancy than I was last time.

3. I spend WAY to much time on the computer.

4. I wish I could get more into photography.

5. Shopping sucks, I hate it. Unless is for anybody but myself. 

Allergies or a cold.

Shella has a runny nose. Has for a few days. At first I thought it was just Allergies. But now I’m not so sure.

Might give it another day. She doesn’t have a fever. And besides the super runny nose she seems fine. 

So it’s probably just a bad case of allergies. Guess that’s what happens when you live across the street from a state park, and between 2 fields of dirt and weeds. 

Exactly. Also once I find the size and still that work and look best I can order some more online.

Exactly. Also once I find the size and still that work and look best I can order some more online.

jawshfuckerson said: shopping is always a drag, and shopping while your pregnant…well, it could go okay or just not at all well lmao. but once you find some cute things that make you glow even more, all will be well <3

Thanks, I sure hope so.

I think if I can find a few really awesome things I’ll be okay. But it’s just a matter of finding those awesome things lol. And the town I live in kind of sucks when it comes to plus size, let alone plus size maternity. 

But guess, I’ll just have to venture out of town to find some goodies. Or just cross my fingers an order something online. Our Old Navy has an okay plus section. I get my Tank Tops there. 

Shopping is going to suck

for this pregnancy. 

My shirts are gonna be fine, I’m actually not that worried about those. But pants, ugh. Finding pants in my size are hard enough let alone ones with a belly band.

Someone suggested getting leggings and maxi dresses/ sundresses. 

Again, no clue where to find leggings. Dresses might not be that hard either.

I don’t know, guess I’m just not looking forward on trying to hunt things down.

Last time my aunt had pants that she gave me that fit great. But I wore them out lol. So I can’t reuse them. 

I just hope me wearing a dress wont look like a moomoo. I don’t really ever wear dresses of any kind for that reason. 

Guess, I’ll go down and see what I can find.

Done rambling lol.

I’m sad today.

Today would be my Uncle Jims 43rd birthday. And 3 years ago on Easter was the last time I saw him.

He was probably one of the most amazing people I’ve ever known. I always looked up to him growing up. And always had a great time hanging out. 

My parents always made me feel bad about this or that and favored my sister and brother over me for some reason. But always ALWAYS there was my Uncle standing up for me, and realizing that I was treated unfairly. 

When ever I’d see him and my wife they’d always make me feel so good about myself. And that I wasn’t a failure. 

Then when I got with John and my Uncle and John met, they were like two peas in a pod. John was just as heart broken when he passed as me and my family were. 

I really wish he was here to see how great things have gotten for us since he left. 

I’m not a religious person, but I like to think wherever he is, he does know. And he’s watching over us and does know. Who knows maybe he’s helped guide us in some of the good things that have happened. Like John passing his test.

I miss him so very much and I really wish Shella and our next baby got to know him.

Okay, enough with the sadness. I’m gonna take a little nap before we go to babysit for a few hours this evening. 


TMI Tuesday.

Although I’m not nauseous during this pregnancy my stomach seems to be upset about 85% of the day. And bathroom trips are much more frequent. And not to go #1

Thought of the day.

Holy shit, I’m pregnant.

Actually that’s been my thoughts since I found out Friday.

So I walk into our bedroom to go to bed. Only to find that John has totally abandon his side of his bed and has taken over mine. Jerk was even using my pillow.

When I woke him up asking what he was doing he didn’t know lol.

Very weird.

I don’t wanna do anything tomorrow….or the rest of the week. =(

But I have things to do. Shella has school at 8:30 then I pick up the 2yr old that I’m baby sitting and we hang out until the girls get out of school at 11:30 then back to their house until probably 2:30ish. Oh and I have to pay our car…ugh.

Then I was thinking of going to my cousins Track meet. Just so Shella can get out and run around tomorrow. 

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